Flora-

Dear Catherine:亲爱的C：I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I feel I've been lost, no bearings, no compass. 对不起这么久没给你写信了。我感觉自己迷失了，找不到方向，没有指引。I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true north. I could always steer for home when you were my home. 我总是东跌西撞，我想自己一定是疯了。我从未这样迷失过，你曾经是我的指明灯，只要有你在，我就能找到回家的路。Forgive me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake's been made and I'm waiting for God to take it back. But I'm doing better now. The work helps me. Most of all, you help me. 原谅我，当你离开时我愤怒至极。我仍然觉得是上天弄错了，我一直等上天去纠正这个错误！不过，我现在已经好多了，埋头工作帮了我，更多的是，你帮了我。You came into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. 昨夜，你带着微笑进入我的梦乡，永远像情人那样地拥抱我，像摇动小孩子那样地轻轻摇着我。All I remember from the dream is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as I could. 这个梦带给我无比宁静的感觉。我醒来时依然感觉着这份宁静，真想把这种感觉延持到很久很久……I'm writing to tell you that I'm on a journey toward that peace. A