Like Attracts Like Podcast

Most of my life I had a pretty intense connection to a story that firmly believed that I was a victim of life... my situation .. the family scenario that I was born into ... the things that were happening "to" me .. that were absolutely out of my control... Who can "control" or choose to have their Mother die from cancer ... who can control having two sisters that were so much older than me that I had nothing in common and no real relationship with them,,basically alone in a house in a small town with a class of only 10 people from kindergarten till 8th grade...  or a father who was a police officer and going to work every night.. so the narrative was ... "kiss your father goodbye" .. because you may not see him again .. .. Every time he left for work....  To say the least I grew up very Alone.. confused.. very scared.. and set up perfectly to slide right into a life that was consumed with overcompensation of fear in the world. I rebelled against fear and became a daredevil type.. who always threw caution to